orange impressions.

Friday, September 02, 2005

3:55 pm<--doesn't it look ominous?

`ramblings of patheticism.

i seriously gotta change many things now, many things which im utterly unhappy with.

i must get into a bio class. i dont really care what elective humanity subject im gonna get now, i just MUST get into a bio class.
i must get a1 for both math and science, and get at least an a2 for english. ms soh! why u give me such crap marks for english! uber shate la.
because seriously, if i dont get into bio, i dunno what im gonna take. i cant take humanities, i seriously will die there. and i must get at least a b for chinese. and history! guess what? i got 53% and 15th pos for hist. i must aim for top 10 in class la! shate. im like dropping like mad and i really dunno why. come on! im mugging uber hard and people who dun give a hoot abt mugging get higher marks than me. why is life so unfair?!

open champs last night. 2 pbs, 1 for 100fly and another for 100br.
100fly last 15m i was practically dying. my upper arms were like submerged.
100br was totally unexpected. my aim was merely to beat yao but i guess i couldnt. but i improved by 3sec though. yup. totally unexpected. first 50 seemed quite fast cos i wasnt really tired and i could move efficiently. then when yao overtook me at the 2nd 50 i tried to catch up but last 15 my forearms were aching like mad. in the end i caught up a little but did 1sec slower than him. 1:22.50 x)
50back i lost to yao by a touch again.
by 200free i was totally shack. so couldnt really go fast, first 50 already tensed up. jaan said that was 1500 pace! gosh. pb+8.
well. all the long-ish events tonight. 200br 200im 1500free.
all super duper big lactate events. will try my very best to beat yao.

we are all the same human in all our ways and all our pain
theres a love that could fall down like rain
let forgiveness wash away the pain
and no one really knows what they are searching for
this world is crying for so much more

we believe
in this love.

the greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.